选择相信却是欺骗。
心以渐渐变淡,但还是喜欢。
很矛盾的自己。
19 August 2014, the day and would be the last that you will appear in my life.
Letting it go completely is just a lie,
Never once you will have your time for me. It would be either sorry I'm working, battery left 4% etc. Etc. Never that I don't believe but I am blaming my luck for not letting me to have the opportunity to have a good conversation with you.
It's done, the heart will never recover from all these. I'm starting to think I'm an idiot to believe the clean and clear statement. What you said and what you do are two different things. Never blame you, is your choice but just don't get it why you wanna lie. I am able to accept the fact of love and no love can't be forced. But lies are unbearable.
Shoutout to myself, let it go. You are not meant to be. Scrap her off your life. It's all very clear now. But before leaving, would still pray for her to be safe be healthy and be happy in her life.
GOODBYE my once love. C
Regard,
Gie
